feeling some type of way..!

I always said that I wouldn't conform to this way of thinking..that "n*ggas aint sh*t". Not only because A LOT of females dwell on the very fact everyday, but because I had this small piece of hope; that state of mind that was telling me that there was in fact someone out there who would hesitate from playing games, someone who would keep it 100, someone who was well worth the wait!
I wouldn't say I was naive because I am far from that when it comes to guys, I guess I just fully wanted to believe that they (other girls) were just having bad luck or wasn't doing something right when they had the chance.
But I have come to the realization..in words simply put..N*IGGAS REALLY AINT SH*T! I hate to say it, but once you've been in so many different situations, especially where you've done nothing wrong and he doesn't know how to "act" that can be the only reliable explanation.
It's sad that you will give your all to a guy, do sh*t for him that you wouldn't dare do for any other, even attempt to open up to him and he goes and f*ck up..just don't know how to act..go around and bullsh*t like it's cute! This is one thing I don't understand, if you're not in it for the gold, why run the race?! I thought females were petty and funny acting, but these n*ggas are beginning to take the title. Just thinking about it is really blowing me..
..and another thing..why LIE?! I mean everybody don't tell the truth and that's fine. But what is the point in lying to a female if you don't have a girlfriend..you're not obligated, so just be real..that's all we (I) ask. Then some get pissy when she starts doin her.
All I can say is once a female feel she has been played, that is DEF the end (well at least for me)..and you wonder why females are "bitter" or have high standards! or is always acting funny; smh.. that simple ass average ass n*gga is why!

GOOD DAY!

♥

I read all of the magazines
While waiting around
You said you couldn't wait to see me
But you got stuck in town
So turn off the phone
Now we're finally alone
It's the moments at the end of the day
Feel you touch and it's the sweetest
Your kisses are my weakness
I never want them to go away

I wanna feel you in my heart
As i look into your eyes
No need to get busy so let's take our time
And make slow love, slow love
And every minute that we have
It goes too fast
Wanna show you how to rock it so this feeling lasts
And make slow love, slow love
Slow love, slow love, slow love all night

Just a few little things
That you've gotta know
A girl will give you all of her heart
When it's happening slow
I need a little laughter
And love will follow after
Let's take this chance to steal away
Your kisses are delicious
And no one is gonna miss us
Tonight i really want you to stay

So i'm calling out
Do you hear my cries
Don't have to say good-bye
You the breath on my skin
Cherish the taste
It's far too good to go to waste
Feel my desire
Make sweet love all through
All through the night
Make love through the night
Slow Love by Beyonce

Aug//27//09

Today was a good day, I've been in a good mood since the second I woke up this morning!
..and Despite the fact that I didn't get my refund check yet, It didn't ruin my day..
Chilled with the BEST..Kevo & LoLo*..oh and Shanta & Charles momentarily! A day full of simplicity is ALL I need!
I LOVE MY LIFE !

sn:: cooked dinner, it pretty decent//It's now 10:02..what's the call for tonight;

I feel like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. No need to get into too many details, but for ONCE I'm at a two roadway stop and idk which direction to take..
I am leaning more towards ONE way//we'll see where I end up.

I don't want this one to slip through my fingers,
so I'm gonna play the field!
NO pun intented! :)

for some tickets tho?

The BESTIE and MYSELF decided we would camp out for our football tickets..
IF you haven't heard it's been 60 years since ODU had a football team! Point is it's a SOLD OUT season// and student tickets are LIMITED!

Funny thing is..people really had tents/huts/ & houses (lmao) so when it started raining..little bitties like US had to HIT the road. Stayed for 3 hours..left around 10:30pm..slept until 5am..came back and stayed in line until 11:50.

Got those tickets// got interviewed// had breakfast in the damn heat!

Fans? of course..what can we say we love our school!..
HOLLA HOLLA

sn: I didn't expect the lady from the daily press to come yestereday morning so excuse the headwrap! :(

It's about that t i m e!

ODU FOOTBALL
2009
I'm a BIG fan of football & more than ready for our 1st season!
idk about camping out for the tickets, BUT I'll be in line..
BRIGHT & E A R L Y!
So EXCITED;;

1st game vs. Chowan:: Sept. 5th!

sn:: we'll DEF be bringing the heat on the 12th vs. VA Union!
all bets have been p l a c e d*
Let's go Monarchs!

currently..

..missing someone.
..bored.
..cold.
..laying down.
..In need of my cherry carmax, but don't feel like getting out of bed.
..DYING to go shopping.
..addicted to his texts; ugh.
..mad that the stupid residueisevil commercial didn't come on so my roomate could see it!
..watching/but NOT watching the re-run of ABDC..vogue evolution* ..ooow!
..thinking: I should really be in Richmond right now!
..remembering those we lost JUST a MONTH ago!..R.I.P pk/george/willie ♥

WELC0ME TO MY SATURDAY NIGHT; F M L :-/